like finally,u all are doing something as a class.



i just cant wait to smash your dog face,seriously.consider this as threat.



why now? it kills me because i really want to know.



ok,here i go.i know tensions are running high.everyone is on killing mode.i know and i understand why.firstly,i need(not want) to apologise to the ones who were affected by my post a few months back.i know i shouldn't wrote it out but my ego and emotions got the best of me.the only reason why i wrote it out was because i felt tt she was being treated unfairly.i fought for her rights but i did it wrongly.but if you could put yourself in my shoes,you'll know how it feels to not do anything to make things better for the one you really treasure.i'm really sorry for judging you w/o knowing you more.i really want you to know tt she's not at any fault.i beg you guys not to despise her,not to hate her because of what i wrote.yes,she's with me but i was the one who pulled the trigger.so,i'm the one who you should be hating.&i know it's too late for me to take back what i've said but i really hope you should reconsider of hating her.i really hope you will accept my apology.i'm only human who tends to do alot of mistakes.i'm sorry tt i was always acting as a stuck up bitch whenever you are around.i know you wouldn't care if i told you tt i'm not one.im sorry once again.


p.s; i admit i've a big ego and i'm a jerk.



i delete this post as to respect your feelings.



you're worse than me.&fuck yeah,im fucking off!

12:06 AM nasRULE

Friday, February 26, 2010

i'm really jealous of you sometimes.haha.why?cause most of the time,you're always smiling when you're with me.i'm not saying that i'm not happy or anything.i'm extremely happy now.No one had given me so much happiness,so much joy¬ to forget;so much pain,so much sadness.haha.i hate your ego but no matter how big is your ego,i'll still fall for you again and again like how i fall for you when we got to know each other.I can't imagine how much pain that i can take if i ever lose you.I've already tattooed your name,your presence,your smile,your laughter,your everything in my heart&erasing it away will never come across my mind.You've made an impact in my life which leaves me paralysed&i wouldn't want to go for any rehab,i swear.

i hope this has made you smile.


P.S i love you.

12:20 AM nasRULE